I’m sure that by now most people who are internet savvy in the least have seen this wonderful little gem of a video, poking fun at the tendency of women to want to talk about problems, without doing anything to solve them. For some it might ring completely untrue, for some perhaps a little too true. Personally, it was so familiar a conversation to me that I felt the need to run my hand across my forehead and check for ‘the nail’.
It’s been funny how many things I’ve heard since that keep making the video pop back up in my mind. Of course, I can take pretty much any topic and make it about me and my chronic pain, so I’ve been letting it stew before I try to explain why it stuck with me.
Throughout the last week and a half, my husband, my rock, my support system, has had a gout attack so bad that he’s been almost completely knocked off his feet. Unable to sleep, sweating the pain is so bad, unable to walk, in such agony he can’t hold still. During that time I’ve had to bite my tongue repeatedly on unsolicited “Have you tried…” remarks. And I know some have snuck out that I didn’t catch in time. Have you tried soaking it? Rubbing it? Stretching it? Icing it? Putting it in the air? Taking a hacksaw and removing the dratted thing?
I’ve been the world’s biggest hypocrite. As fibro sufferers, we all know how completely aggravating ‘Have you tried…’ is. We will not make it a month as a newly diagnosed fibro patient, without hearing about a million and one new ‘cures’, books, therapies, or ‘worked for my aunty’ remedies. We will dig, and research, and put the onus upon ourselves to find the cure (because surely actual researchers just didn’t read the internet in the right order or they’d have seen it), and when we’ve finally worn our brains raw digging through studies and pharmacological data and physiotherapy techniques, we will crawl into bed exhausted and in pain one day, only to have someone ask, “Have you tried…?”
I belonged to a support group once which focused quite heavily on articles about how the outside world should treat fibromyalgia patients. How they shouldn’t offer unsolicited advice, how they should be considerate, understanding, and all the things that on the surface make total sense. But recently it’s hit me as the chronic illness equivalent of saying ‘it’s not about the nail’. “I’m going to lie on the couch in my sweat pants, looking like a wreck, in pain and exhausted, and you just need to sit there and sympathize.”
I know that we’re all in our own journey with pain. We’re all in our own place with our health. For me, right this minute, while I may not be able to take the unsolicited advice people give (no, that fad diet is not going to help and that expensive gadget will not magically erase my pain) I’m willing to use the spirit of concern, caring, and problem solving it was offered in, to help motivate me. To help show me that people really actually care about how I am. They want to see me out and having fun with them. They want to see me happy. They are bothered that I am in pain. That is something I don’t want to program out of the people around me.